my dry eyes

ok heat up your own tune. now start!

oh my dry eyes and slab-a-wet land
a slight jolt felt, touching the sand
a noisy walkway and a few silent dreams
tip-toeing through the up way stream
hey-ho a see through the opaque glass?
do you get my diddle diddle dum dum guess?
porcelain bowl and dusty cup
greasy shoes and dear me - elevate and up!




8.30pm. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah for the past, today...future is written. work for it dina.

luruh

derap kaki menyanyi-nyanyi, tamsilan waktu pagi angin segar bugar meniup semekar ulasan senyuman menjulang ke udara, tinggi oh bersamanya tiba redup sinar di langit terbentang entah di mana penghujungnya, dedaunan kering bersama bunga-bunga bercorak seakan pusaran berserakan serata jalan berembun -menuju ke sekolah kecil teratak tidak mewah mengukir diukir halus peribadi muslim muslimah kecil, aroma kemboja menyinggah ke rongga olfaktori...

sungguh. pagi yang manis.

imaginasi.inspired by dots.

opaque no no

it's a truth serum
breeze and storm
icy chilly antidote
mirroring every strode
whacks off the brain
sends out a whiff
melts the cheddar cheese
sparks the light. bright
cleanses our hearts

generasi Al-Quran~still moulding

                                                                                    anyone?

seperti tenggelam
dalam kebingitan sunyi
dentuman tepat
dunia seakan berputar

waktu rehat. =)

...bukan bulan itu tiada
tetap akur atas ketetapan Dia
sinar bintang tiadalah malap
hanya mentari silau menyala
hilang taburan di cerah hari
muncul meriah di alam sunyi
bisa diri keliling dunia
tidak harus lupa lagi
bahawa nafas 'kan terhenti
mencari untuk diredhai
Ilahi

langkah kanan heyyy langkah kanan hooo~

wahai langkah kananku.

yang berselisih injak kiri yang patuh,

moga senantiasa akur pada hati.

yang mahu redha Ilahi

 moga dikira sebagai ibadah.

ameen ya Rabb, inshaAllah. 

snapped on Sunday, 7.23am.

ouwee

when someone hurts me
I will perceive it in many ways

silent speech. the voice inside the heart will suddenly turn into a deafening talk,

first

"why is she or he being insensitive, hello blood is gushing out from the wound helloooooo can't you see?"

then

"am i paying for my previous mistakes? ouh!"

later

"Allah writes this for me as to settle my past mistakes, taught me a lesson not to hurt others like what had happened to me, to be patient when there's any tests, and to give me reward for my patience so that i will react the same whenever this kind of experience ever happens again"

final conclusion

"yes yes Allah loves me. because he tests me in many ways. because he wants to give me rewardS. because he wants to remind me of the Heaven and Hell"

notice the upper cased 's'.

byebye.hungry~



wound healed. iodine smeared. perfect bandage.

senses

in the solemn, crisp coldddd morning. snacking time is a must : a quarter of fine, sweet and chewy oat and cherry muesli bar. (thanks to syira)


branch brunch - hommies time: steamed rice with stir fried baby bok choy- flavoured by thick anchovies stock, few of satay flavoured grilled chicken pieces and plenty of sambal pemuda dip (thanks to syakira)


noon sneaking snacking:  some almond with dried cranberries, fresh blueberries (thanks to rozy) 


evening: a half of a chicken kebab + a feta and spinach puff (thanks to soleh)


ah yes, plenty of h2o.



my gratitude---alhamdulillah. Allah has sent His blessings in these sharing of food moments, they touches the heart deeply and they touches the stomach as well. teehee. burp~~Alhamdulillah.


*jazakunallahu khair to everyone that shares everything with me. anything of any sort (not only food~). may Allah bless us all. ameen.

bok choy.abah's fave~

cerek

jelas di pandangan akan sebuah kelibat itu. pantas sungguh dia menghentikan waktu. entah bagaimana dilakukannya. saat bangunnya telus sinar sang as-shams, girang lembut menembusi celahan jendela berhias kain lusuh, saat itu juga dicapainya sebiji cawan berwarna putih susu. berkepul di udara nipis-nipis asap minumannya, menemani jemari beliau cekatan berlari di bunga-bunga bekas, menyapa halus ukiran flora. senyuman girang tergarit di bibir, apa di dalam fikiran? di dalam hati? pasti berwarna-warni. kerudung coklat gelap penambah seri wajah. tikaman sinar dari matanya mematahkan pandanganku sejak lima minit yang lalu. tinta terhenti. minuman panas dinikmati lagi.

bersama.

betapa insan itu dikurnia Allah rahmat, betapa pahala kau aku dapat jika melihat wajahnya.

dia emak-punya syurga di telapak kaki berjasa.

doa untuk mereka.

walau masih di dunia.

walau di dunia sebelah sana.

seeing beyond. it's approaching. must not let it contaminate. must not!