when someone hurts me
I will perceive it in many ways
silent speech. the voice inside the heart will suddenly turn into a deafening talk,
"why is she or he being insensitive, hello blood is gushing out from the wound helloooooo can't you see?"
"am i paying for my previous mistakes? ouh!"
"Allah writes this for me as to settle my past mistakes, taught me a lesson not to hurt others like what had happened to me, to be patient when there's any tests, and to give me reward for my patience so that i will react the same whenever this kind of experience ever happens again"
"yes yes Allah loves me. because he tests me in many ways. because he wants to give me rewardS. because he wants to remind me of the Heaven and Hell"
notice the upper cased 's'.
wound healed. iodine smeared. perfect bandage.